Anna

Anna came into this world in 2021, full of potential and promise. Just a year later, we eagerly let her breed, but to our surprise, she rejected her kids. Only one survived, and we stepped in to raise it by bottle. The following year, we decided to give Anna one last chance to prove herself as a breeding doe. Yet again, she turned away from her kids. Faced with disappointment, we reluctantly made the decision to sell her.

But fate had other plans. In October 2023, a dramatic turn of events unfolded, and Anna became one of the goats that fell ill, bringing her to our special care unit. You know how it is; caring for someone always leads to an emotional bond. It was heartwarming to observe the strong connection she formed with Gemsbok during this time. Anna was a fighter—she grew stronger each day, ultimately regaining her full health.

So Anna stayed, just being Anna—headstrong, spirited, fierce, yet loving and kind.

When early 2024 arrived, we faced the heart-wrenching reality of eviction, which forced us to separate our beloved herd. During this difficult time, we spent countless moments with Anna, and we chose to keep her because of the bond we had formed.

Amidst this turmoil, something magical began to blossom. The moment I entered the goat garden, Anna would rush to my side, offering her presence as a comforting balm. When I knelt down, she would gently place her head against mine, a moment of pure connection that I didn’t fully comprehend at the time. Can you feel the warmth of that bond?

Sometimes, even while working in the kitchen during early evenings, I felt an undeniable urge to be with the goats. "Hey Maus," I’d tell my daughter Lisa, "I just need to go to the goats." This craving was more than a simple desire; it was a need, an instinct. Today, I understand that Anna, along with her companions Dory, Happy Chappy, Nala, Popcorn, Quietsche Ente, and Mädchen-Blume, were my energy healers during those challenging times. They physically connected with me, drawing out negativity and filling me with fresh energy.

Through their support, I found the strength to endure the painful separation, confront the unkindness of those we once called friends, and navigate the stressful process of finding a new home. The goats provided me with the energy, courage, and resilience I needed. This ripple effect of strength extended to my entire team.

Anna emerged as one of my leading girls in energy healing. I am eternally grateful that our paths crossed, and that I chose to listen to her call. Otherwise, I would have missed countless healing moments tailored to my needs. And because of that, I can now extend that healing experience to others through Anna.

The cherry on top of Anna’s story came when she unexpectedly became pregnant on the new farm—an "oopsie" pregnancy that took us all by surprise. Can you imagine the joy of witnessing such a transformation? From a goat that once loathed touch, I was now able to listen to the heartbeat of her little ones and feel their kicks long before they were born. Our bond deepened, and I find tears welling in my eyes as I write this.

My promise to Anna was clear: "These are your babies, our babies. Together, we can do this. You, Anna, are capable, and I will always stand by your side."

And so it was. In November, she gave birth to the healthiest, most energetic bundles of joy—two baby girls: Ylena and Iduna. Anna accepted them immediately, and I supported her in every way I could. Together, they are ours. I know I bonded with them during their pregnancy, as they radiate love just as their mother does. They make a point to cuddle on my lap, even as they grow too big to fit comfortably.

In that moment, a profound realization washed over me: Anna did not reject her kids; she stepped away because she understood our need for more love, joy, and connection with nature. It was Anna’s way of supporting us, and for that, we are eternally grateful. With her kids, she gifted us the greatest source of joy and love.

While Ranger Rover is no longer with us, his spirit lives in our hearts. Dackel and Giraffe are constant reminders of Anna’s incredible gift.

I am deeply grateful for Anna—my very personal energy healer. I love you to the moon and back.